OMG!.........i cant do it.........i have to go to the country.......and stay there................on a farm??
somehow i cant see this happening, i got cornered by pigs at the farm and had to be rescued....and that was last week (video NOT FUNNY!)  i swear they were tryin to eat me! they were huge!
so mandy is on her way over...i need to shave, look like a yeti :D
then its packing time and of to the country..................staying with dans aunt and uncle whom happends to be dave from chaz and dave?? bit before my time i think.....haha

im sure i'll enjoy riding the horses tho, and dan the chickens!
anyhu, narnia prince caspian DO NOT WATCH! twas shit.........

AND ON A MORE SERIOUSE NOT......
i have found myself wanting thinks i cant have...or shouldnt have.........im not a bad person i just want things.....thats human right?
with all these hotties around me......yes you guessed it its about sexings :( with all these hot people around me what am i to do.......act on it and hurt some1 i care about orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr be the strumpet i am lmao!!
and the question thats on my mind........and im sure many, many others, wen should we act on what we want.......or will we end up regreting what we have??

luv to u xXx

location: East Ham mood: am i crazy -.- music: Country girl lols

hmmmmm...................soooooo i feel all virginy :( all this time without one of these online journals :S am i like the only person haha

anyway.......tis about three in the morning and im sooooooooooooooooooooooo bored -.-

anyhu just wanted to have a journal entry....................................:D saved me sitting here feeling fat lols (ate tooooooo much at a BBQ)
and ya know what started it all.... my non acceptance that i can be 'good-looking, but not cute'
haha how narcasistic of me :S

but yes you have nessie to fank for putting me on here......not that any1 probs reads these things tho lmao

toodles then :D
xXx

mood: and fat :(